Assalammualaikum Siti Aminah bt. Ismail,
Siti Aminah tak kenal pun Aunty Na, i was just one of your thousands viewers in You Tube. Aunty Na tgk video awak banyak kali sebab awak terlalu cute and i also got to know about your dad's everlong suffercation because he lost your half elder brother 13 years ago. Apart from that, i don't really know much about your dad, your half elder brother in UK, or yourself. But your family have made an impact on most of the viewers like me.
Siti Aminah, when you read this entry, hopefully by then you're smart and old enough to understand that your dad is a strong hearted person. Yes he is. And you both are lucky to have each other, i'm sure your dad loves you and your brother just as much. The difference is you are with him, and your brother is not. and that is why he is hurt. it's totally understandable but it doesn't mean your dad loves you any less. He just want his rights. He just wants your brother back to join your family.
Siti Aminah, i pray that somehow kan, with God's miracle, your half brother will open his heart to find your dad back one fine day. Though he have changed religion and way of living, he still have the right to get to know, to love and respect his real father.Or maybe you, Siti Aminah, manalah tahukan, Allah Segala Maha, in the future, you will your ways to help to reconnect your dad and your half elder brother. Wouldn't that be a wonderful victory for all of you?
And of course there will be obstacles to achieve all that, it has been a painful experience for your dad, so Siti Aminah please try to understand the situation and try not to hurt each other's feelings. InsyaAllah i have the instinct that you are going to grow up to be a very kind, loving, intelligent and strong person. You might have the strength and your ways to help your dad kan? All is sum to one reason, because it's your family. And a family have the right to love and have one another and no laws should be above that.
InsyaAllah Aunty Na and perhaps many millions people who knows your family situation, will pray for you, and May Allah bless your family and may your dad will be able to smile again without feeling hurt deep in his heart. Be good dear Siti Aminah. God bless!
Best Regards,
Aunty Na
p/s : your dad make a short video when you were 3, then 4 kan, harap-harap every year dia record awak every year. boleh tengok awak membesar ;)