Monday, October 18, 2010

My name is Al Mubarakah and i'm not a terrrorist.

current

book: Have A Little Faith by Mitch Albom
film: My Name Is Khan by Karan Johar
youtube: Artis Malaysia 1 by Uztaz Kazim Elias
music: Someday by Sugar Ray

I am smitten with the film i've watched last night, My Name Is Khan. I'm so into the book i'm still reading, Have A Little Faith by my favourite author, Mitch Albom. these two contents of different medium moved me to endure hardship of sustaining iman within you. Yes Faith. The only thing that can keep us closer to God, just between you and Him, personally. Sometimes we feel we fail him, as for me, i'm trying not to be too judgemental towards myself or anyone else, because Allah knows best, He knows whats our Iman's worth. What we need to do now is fulfil our duties, do good deeds and be grateful. See how beautiful faith can be wonderful? The contentment. Please reward that to me Allah. The point i'm writing this, is a way of me recommending others, to watch My Name is Khan or read Have a Little Faith. InsyaAllah, hopefully it will intrigue the iman in you like these two medium did upon me. Sorry the film and book had long been distributed, i only my hands on them this month.

I'm now watching the 3rd part from 8 parts of uztaz kazim's preach on Yassin & Toha, names for Rasullullah S.A.W. And forgive me, i did't know before this, i often said no one is perfect. I take back my words on that,. There was, He is Rasullullah. Man of Perfection. And you know if i have time machine, i would love to go back to the time while Rasullullah S.A.W. is still alive, even for 5 minutes, i want to see and thank him for his dakwah, sharing and passing Al Quran and his sunnah to us and future generation. He is truly a remarkable man of God. May Allah bless Him and us all.

Do i sound too religious in this entry.?ok i go easy. i'm still the Nana you know. And i'm not a preacher. Pardon me if i went overboard, i'm just sharing what i'm found out and feeling right now. Sharing is caring right?

Let me see, i rarely suggest blogs because i only read blogs when i have sweet apple time like now. I apologise i update myself with your blog once a month or so. So to share with others, besides facebook, i'm currently reading this blog : http://www.leokid.wordpress.com/. introduced by my housemate. Good stuff. simple, direct and informative, not so cheesy mushy like mine.

As in for music, let me be frank, these days, what is on the radio, sounds like lady gaga or akon, is too advance for my liking. i'm still into 90's music, i prefer sound mixtures of rock, r&b, pop and less discotechque. so for this moment, i go back way back to 1999. a song named someday by sugar ray. easy listening. loads on feelings. hehe yeah right! Mestilah feel sendiri! I dedicate this song to all my family member and fellow friends, you know what? My life would betremendously devastating without all of you. Thanks for accepting me in your life. I appreciate you. Yes all of you. Syukran!

May Allah have mercy and instill iman in us. Amin.

Sunday, October 10, 2010

ketepatan 101010

teringat pesan professorku pada aku dalam kuliah falsafah.
tentang hidup. tentang kebetulan & ketepatan.
tajam pandangan matanya terhadap setiap seorang siswi & siswa tika itu.
caranya bukan mengubah. cuma menganjak hati aku secara tidak langsung.
hingga sekarang kata-katanya melekat pada benak jiwaku.
bilangnya " setiap pekara dalam dunia ada sukatan. maka fikirkan.
kalau kau rasa kebetulan, cari punca kebetulan itu dan mula bersukat permulaan
dan kalau boleh hingga pengakhiran.
mungkin kau jumpa ketepatan dalam kebetulan tadi.percayalah,
ia telah termaktub dalam Al Quran."
oleh itu, aku sentiasa mengira, membilang, mencatu, menyukat mengenai serba serbi pekara.
and it's for real bila orang kata "everything happens for a reason"
lebih kurang kebarangkalian untuk pengetahuan aku sendiri.
tidak terkecuali tentang keindahan sukatan aku dan si bumi ,
aku prihati detiknya mula pada 05.05.08.
dan pada hari ini, 10.10.10. sudah masuk 888 hari aku bersama dia.
cantik sukatan Allah kurniakan pada ikatan aku dan dia.
adakah ini satu kebetulan?
aku harap bukan.
aku harap dia tepat untuk aku. aku tepat untuk dia.
sampai bila-bila, InsyaAllah.
awak, happy 888th days together.
i'm still counting these beautiful days being with you.
dengan cinta,
nana suleiman