reaLove

cinta, kasih, sayang. love.just a reality check on it. i have this 3 love films on my mind for now:

closer

a twisted tale of wanting to love and to be loved in a relationship. and love somehow can destroy everything. i mean, everything you believe in, in my case, all boils down to love. tragic isn't it? i can never live without believing in love. ever.i've downloaded the script after i got to watch this film last 3 years. it still makes me shiver after watching it again & again.

p.s, i love you

a must watch film. how in the world would we survive without our other half? kan kan? memang bleh leleh air mata kalau feel & fokus naratif film ni. and it tought me , that if i can love myself, i can love another.but still, like notebook, p.s i love you is too mushy for my liking. next!

feast of love

this film is a perfect example about love. it really does. it sums up the whole balance of love. to feel joy. to be hurt. to feel. to give. to take. to hate. to love again. it is so real.owh yeah. i really like this one.besides that, morgan freeman is one of the main cast.why should i elaborate? simply brilliant.
oh dear love, how am i ever going to on without you?

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by Sheila Majid.

Jika arwah ibu masih ada, usianya 64 tahun hari ini. hampir setahun dia telah bersama Yang Empunya Dunia & Akhirat.

Iya aku redha ibu bersama ayah di tempat yang lebih baik. cuma rindu. rindu yang amat. rindu yang tiada hujungnya.

Sejak kehilangan ibu, tiada lagi aku mohon dipanjangkan umur, hanya berdoa segerakanlah menjemputku, tuhan. aku mahu seperti dulu bersama ibu dan ayah.

Dan tidak mahu sama sekali kehilangan ibu dan ayah lagi walaupun sesaat.

good morning, gastronomist

all of a sudden my stiff lips can't stop curving.

caffe latte with pancakes....